Distance

It's been a shitty week.

Nothing has been going smoothly this whole week.

All we do is argue.

Some times I wonder why can't we just avoid arguing when it's a small matter.

It hurts.

Not just you but me too.

Two nights without you.

It was hell.

All I can say is sorry.

I won't leave you to sleep alone anymore.

I don't want to set a time frame.

I don't want 3 months and everything ends.

I don't want to lose what I've been fighting for all this while.

Why must it end this way?

I know I make mistakes and I may be impatient with you but please know that deep inside I love you.

This is all I want to say.

Will you stick around? :(

There is no meaning in my pictures without you in it.

A Night Without You

Baby.. I am gonna miss you so much.
Even a night without you.
I want to feel you beside me.
I'm sorry that my sister is back.
I really wish that nothing can separate us.

I want to give you the best sxx tonight but you are not Yvonne be around.
Can I replace it tomorrow or I should say later because it's already pass 12am.

I can't sleep without you beside me.
I love you, Bernice Chin Kylie.



From: Ong Sue Zhen (Your One And Only Hubby)
You are my one and only.
I will marry you when I have a house of our own.

The princess

Baby.. Thanks for accompanying me to work today.
Went all around KL and Selangor.
I know the weather is hot but you still didn't complain.
I love you.

Also thanks for cooking me dinner.
Your cooking is getting better and better.
Sorry I didn't have appetite to eat much but it tasted really good.

Are you getting used to this new place?
I know the environment sucks but our unit is not bad.
I promise when I have money, we shift out.
Get a studio room.
We have our own privacy.

With love

After a long holiday

The last time I posted, I was at Morib.
The next day we went to Genting.
It was suppose to be a day trip but there was too much mist so we had to spend a night there.
Lucky I found out that I have a free room because its my birthday month.

My baby girl won a little playing sicbo.
My clever girl.
My salary isn't out yet so I could only watch and I don't think my luck is that good.

I was falling sick.
Still sick.
Pray I won't get a fever, if not my baby have to take care of me.

I hope you are happy that I brought you down below and up above.
We are gonna spend every happy moment together.

Today is our first night in the new apartment.
All our housemate is back in Ipoh to vote.
Hope tomorrow the results will be what everyone is wishing for.
A new government for a better future.

Baby... Can I give you tonight?
Hehehe...

Who cares whether this is a poem or rhyme, I will love you until the end of time.

Pre Honeymoon

April is finally over.
We are here now facing the sea smoking a cigarette with a beer in our hand.
I call this living life to the fullest.
Work hard, play hard.
Correct baby?

So this is our so called pre honeymoon.
More vacations to come.
This time Gold Coast Morib.
Tell me what is next.
I will always be with you anywhere you go.

I want to be with you and only you.
No one else, baby.
My heart and body belongs to you.
No one can break us apart.
Are you mine? =)

Tonight will you go all out with me?
I miss listening to you scream for me.
Makes me want to give you so much more.
So will you?

Enough of questions.
All I want to say is I Love You, Bernice Chin.

The day I fell in love with you is the day I knew what was truly true. The day I found you is when I found myself, for you have help me become the best. You are mine and I am yours and forever shall it be.

I don't think this post is long enough but I have to accompany you to pee.

Letters

Baby girl haven't been feeling well since yesterday.
I am worried but I think it's just air that is caught in her tummy.
Get well soon, love.
Hubby will always be here to take care of you.

You made my day with the note you wrote me when I went out to buy you ice-cream for you.
It's so sweet.
More to come, please?
You make me melt.

Thank you for being understanding today.
I appreciate it a lot.
Sometimes I imagine being with you on bed when I'm at work but I know that I cannot be lazy and lay with you in bed the whole day because I have to do my part in giving my wife, us, a better life.

If I could show you how much I love you, you would take a lifetime to see it all.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you, the one I fell for and never gotten up since.

I still remember how I first felt when I realized that I didn't want to be just friends but everything with you.

Remember the time we used to talk dirty in messages when I was working in Celcom?
You made me want to screw my job and head to your house just to kiss you.

The time we had it in the car beside your house and then in your living room was the craziest day.
When will my baby do it again with me?

When I look at you I see a lover that I find irresistible.

Lets make love under the stars

My princess

Today was a normal Ipoh day.
Went to big tree leg for lunch.
Supposed to work today but felt really lazy so I kinda skipped work.

After lunch we went to a friends' house just to chill.
I still prefer chilling in my house but there was company so anything goes.

Went to Menglembu pasar malam.
Was craving for pasar malam laksa coz it taste different from those normal stalls but there was too many people and my princess was throwing some tantrum so I just bought a pack of sugar cane.

My princess wasn't feeling well so we headed back home and on the way I bought fried chicken for dinner. I'm still starving so I'm gonna boil myself some soup.

I know you are hard to handle but I love you. I'll always remain silent but will still be here for you.