Irreplaceable

Baby... I have this urge to propose to you right now.

I miss you so much.

I want to hold you tightly and show you that I can keep you safe.

I'll take good care of you.

I'll be your shoulder to cry on.

I'll be by your side whenever you need me.

I'll be happy with you.

I'll be silly with you.

I'll be everything you need.

I know this past year I wasn't exactly the best hubby but I promise you this:

1) I'll always love you.

2) I'll always protect you.

3) I'll always cheer you up.

4) I'll always keep you in mind.

5) I'll keep you safe.

6) I'll never cheat on you.

7) I'll give you the best that I can.

8) Lastly, I'll give you my heart.

In your eyes, I have found my home.

In your heart, I have found my love.

In your soul, I have found my mate.

With you, I am whole, full, alive.

You are my breath, my every heartbeat.

I am yours.

You are mine.

Of this we are certain.

You are lodged in my heart.

The small key is lost.

You must stay there forever.

I ❤ You

Bernice Magdalyn Chin Kylie

Madly In Love

Lou po.. I miss you so much.

It's been 3 nights without you.

I feel cold every night because I can't feel your warm body beside me.

I sure hope you miss me too.

I would give you the world because my world consist of You & Me.

Without you, everything is meaningless.

I'm glad you love the watch.

Keep it near you.

Like how you would want me to always be near you.

I'm gonna sleep now.

Hope I dream of you sleeping beside me.

I love you wifey.

Always and forever.

7 Billion People

My dear...

I am grateful to have you.

You are being so understanding these past few days.

For saying thank you, I brought you to the places you wanted to go and bought you what I could afford.

Hope you like the bag and will use it for as long as you can.

I'll buy you something branded in future.

I am not saying that I will lose interest in you without having sex.

All I'm saying is or hinting is that we need to spice things up.

I want you to want me like before.

I feel like I can't make you crave for me anymore.

Did I lose my touch?

I want you to know that among 7 billion people in this world, I chose to Love you.

This is how important you are to me.

“I‘ll be your crying shoulder, I’ll be love’s suicide, I’ll be better when I’m older, I’ll be the greatest fan of your life.”
- Edwin McCain

This picture made my day

Lonely

I'm here alone with no familiar faces.

I miss you so much.

Wish you are beside me.

I never feel bored whenever you are with me.

I won't be seeing your face first thing in the morning.

I won't be able to kiss you.

No power kisses or hugs.

Just alone.

What I do for money.

Money for us to have a better life.

I love you baby princess.

So so much ❤

One Year Anniversary

Happy One Year Anniversary Baby Girl!

Although we didn't do or go anywhere special, I hope you understand because you are special enough for this occasion.

I love you so much.

Give me many more uncountable years with you.

Hope your hand will get well soon.

Sorry I didn't do much for you but I do what I can.

I scared I hurt you so its better that you do it.

I will do the rest like helping you to wipe your body after bathing, putting on clothes for you and cleaning up.

I hope we will learn to trust and love each other more in the coming days.

Less arguing and learn to tolerate each other.

I love you.

Happy One Year again!

XOXO

The weekend

We came back to KL on Friday.

Didn't do much for the weekend.

Just some groceries shopping and window shopping.

Baby bought a dress and a white top.

Being addicted to shopping isn't really a good thing.

Thank god I am not a shopaholic.

I would be broke by the 3 day after my salary is out if I'm like that.

Haha.. Baby baby.. Be good to my pocket okie?

Baby.. Sorry I don't have money.

I need to save up.

Gonna cut down on expensive food and expensive outings. Okay?

I hope you will understand.

It's gonna be hard to save up but after that we have extra money to spend.

I love you...

This month is gonna be our 1st anniversary.

I don't know how to make things special but I'll figure something out.

Just let me budget some money first.

Many many more years ahead.

Just you and me.

My sick girl

My love, I know you are sick and weak now.

I'll do my best to take care of you.

I want you to get well soon because seeing you like this makes my heart ache.

Your hubby is feeling horny now but I can't bring myself to come with you sleeping beside me.

You are sick and I should just wait till you feel better then we can have all the sex we want.

Get well soon wifey.

I'm waiting.

XOXO

Distance

It's been a shitty week.

Nothing has been going smoothly this whole week.

All we do is argue.

Some times I wonder why can't we just avoid arguing when it's a small matter.

It hurts.

Not just you but me too.

Two nights without you.

It was hell.

All I can say is sorry.

I won't leave you to sleep alone anymore.

I don't want to set a time frame.

I don't want 3 months and everything ends.

I don't want to lose what I've been fighting for all this while.

Why must it end this way?

I know I make mistakes and I may be impatient with you but please know that deep inside I love you.

This is all I want to say.

Will you stick around? :(

There is no meaning in my pictures without you in it.

A Night Without You

Baby.. I am gonna miss you so much.
Even a night without you.
I want to feel you beside me.
I'm sorry that my sister is back.
I really wish that nothing can separate us.

I want to give you the best sxx tonight but you are not Yvonne be around.
Can I replace it tomorrow or I should say later because it's already pass 12am.

I can't sleep without you beside me.
I love you, Bernice Chin Kylie.



From: Ong Sue Zhen (Your One And Only Hubby)
You are my one and only.
I will marry you when I have a house of our own.

The princess

Baby.. Thanks for accompanying me to work today.
Went all around KL and Selangor.
I know the weather is hot but you still didn't complain.
I love you.

Also thanks for cooking me dinner.
Your cooking is getting better and better.
Sorry I didn't have appetite to eat much but it tasted really good.

Are you getting used to this new place?
I know the environment sucks but our unit is not bad.
I promise when I have money, we shift out.
Get a studio room.
We have our own privacy.

With love

After a long holiday

The last time I posted, I was at Morib.
The next day we went to Genting.
It was suppose to be a day trip but there was too much mist so we had to spend a night there.
Lucky I found out that I have a free room because its my birthday month.

My baby girl won a little playing sicbo.
My clever girl.
My salary isn't out yet so I could only watch and I don't think my luck is that good.

I was falling sick.
Still sick.
Pray I won't get a fever, if not my baby have to take care of me.

I hope you are happy that I brought you down below and up above.
We are gonna spend every happy moment together.

Today is our first night in the new apartment.
All our housemate is back in Ipoh to vote.
Hope tomorrow the results will be what everyone is wishing for.
A new government for a better future.

Baby... Can I give you tonight?
Hehehe...

Who cares whether this is a poem or rhyme, I will love you until the end of time.

Pre Honeymoon

April is finally over.
We are here now facing the sea smoking a cigarette with a beer in our hand.
I call this living life to the fullest.
Work hard, play hard.
Correct baby?

So this is our so called pre honeymoon.
More vacations to come.
This time Gold Coast Morib.
Tell me what is next.
I will always be with you anywhere you go.

I want to be with you and only you.
No one else, baby.
My heart and body belongs to you.
No one can break us apart.
Are you mine? =)

Tonight will you go all out with me?
I miss listening to you scream for me.
Makes me want to give you so much more.
So will you?

Enough of questions.
All I want to say is I Love You, Bernice Chin.

The day I fell in love with you is the day I knew what was truly true. The day I found you is when I found myself, for you have help me become the best. You are mine and I am yours and forever shall it be.

I don't think this post is long enough but I have to accompany you to pee.

Letters

Baby girl haven't been feeling well since yesterday.
I am worried but I think it's just air that is caught in her tummy.
Get well soon, love.
Hubby will always be here to take care of you.

You made my day with the note you wrote me when I went out to buy you ice-cream for you.
It's so sweet.
More to come, please?
You make me melt.

Thank you for being understanding today.
I appreciate it a lot.
Sometimes I imagine being with you on bed when I'm at work but I know that I cannot be lazy and lay with you in bed the whole day because I have to do my part in giving my wife, us, a better life.

If I could show you how much I love you, you would take a lifetime to see it all.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you, the one I fell for and never gotten up since.

I still remember how I first felt when I realized that I didn't want to be just friends but everything with you.

Remember the time we used to talk dirty in messages when I was working in Celcom?
You made me want to screw my job and head to your house just to kiss you.

The time we had it in the car beside your house and then in your living room was the craziest day.
When will my baby do it again with me?

When I look at you I see a lover that I find irresistible.

Lets make love under the stars

My princess

Today was a normal Ipoh day.
Went to big tree leg for lunch.
Supposed to work today but felt really lazy so I kinda skipped work.

After lunch we went to a friends' house just to chill.
I still prefer chilling in my house but there was company so anything goes.

Went to Menglembu pasar malam.
Was craving for pasar malam laksa coz it taste different from those normal stalls but there was too many people and my princess was throwing some tantrum so I just bought a pack of sugar cane.

My princess wasn't feeling well so we headed back home and on the way I bought fried chicken for dinner. I'm still starving so I'm gonna boil myself some soup.

I know you are hard to handle but I love you. I'll always remain silent but will still be here for you.

My world, my everything

Today was a crazy day.

Was speeding 140km/h back to Ipoh from KL.

My baby was being very patient because I had to make 2 stops for work and it was a hot day.

Thank you love for being so understanding and waiting in the car for hubby.

I kinda skipped work yesterday because my baby in bed was too tempting.

Couldn't resist you.

How can I ever resist you.

Spent most of the day in bed with you.

The warmth of your body against mine.

How you moan for me.

The way you want me to touch you makes my adrenaline rush through my body.

Show me you want me more.

We made love till our legs felt numb.

Pure satisfaction.

Tell me I give you the best.

Wait till I buy what you always wanted me to buy then let me hear you scream.

So spent nearly a week in KL.

It feels good to be back home where all the roads are familiar and I don't have to rely on a GPS to get me from one place to another.

Best of all is that no matter where I go, you are always with me.

I don't know about when you start work but I am going to appreciate every moment I spend with you right now.

I would do anything just to make you realize you are my world, my everything.

You keep me from falling apart <3

A day well spent together

So today was my first time skipping work from my new company.

Tomorrow is back to hell but I'll just enjoy my last hour for today blogging.

Went for lunch with my love around Sunway Giza.

The weather was so freaking hot today.

After lunch we went to 1Utama for G.I Joe.

Movie was awesome...

Oh... The tickets were free because TGIF had a promotion.

Yay! Free movie.

My baby is currently ironing my clothes for me to go to work tomorrow.

I love you so much.

Not because you iron my clothes but I love you because you are the one who has been here all this while.

Thank you for everything Bernice Chin.

You make a very good housewife.

You are gonna marry me someday.

I'll make sure of that *wink*

I can't get enough of you.

Can you just lay in my arms forever and forget the world because you are my world.

I'll put a ring on that finger someday.

My heart beat

I may not be able to give you time or money.

I may be grumpy and stubborn but I know that I love you and will always be here for you.

We both have our flaws but somehow we find a way to be together.

Love makes all things possible. Right baby?

The day I met you was the day my heart started beating again.

It's been 10 months now.

Not long yet not too short.

I can imagine growing old with you.

I want to hold your hand through every ups and downs.

If you feel like everything is falling apart around you, always remember you will still have me to lean onto.

We argue all the time.

& every time that happens, my heart breaks a little bit more.

It's not a good feeling nor a good thing.

I just wish we could talk things out in a peaceful way so both hearts wont break.

I love you yesterday, today, and always.

With every touch, you make me believe that love exists.